raincomplex's New Writeups

A hollow feeling (thing)

2010-01-14T08:51:19Z

Dear E2,

feeling small & hollow
((in their forgotten place)ahollow
feeling) a rightinfrontofyou a wake

I really had a dream about almost tripping over an old person kneeling at a casket.
I'm sorry old guy in a tweed jacket, I had to get to the room where the man I thought was the preacher left off mid-s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s s WHAT THE HELL IS THAT NOISE it's the goddamn roadworkers fixing another busted pipe, not a month after they repaved the road. The jackhammer sounds like it's against my wall. I keep waking up cold and sweaty. The light when I open the shades—I fall asleep again. Really happened.

How can we find the spiders if they lie to us? …

never judge a by a reading (person)

2010-01-12T06:55:57Z

in love with once a reading , as i was
falling in onto around a , glue i was
poured in & dripped onto & rubbed around
a nothing but a keeping (me) together (with a
everything was a reading , lamplit early evening
thickblanketsleevewroughtupto a kiss , a neck , a
who read with the silence of pure intelligence
and whom i adored for all the wrong reasons

were a to ask now me i would
probably say nothing until

A A A A A A A A…

comma splice (person)

2010-01-07T07:57:43Z

You can't fight ideas with bullets, I said, but he tried anyway.

}i?! f;e:lt.th:e c,law.s:in.my.mind, immediately
falling through eons of nothing

when i died, i fell through the extra layers fast

(later i was told i had built up a lot of karma —

when you have a lot of space, you tend to accumulate possessions)

THE FEELING OF RETURNING TO THE GEL WAS ..:.,:.:;!?{

like hitting the bottom of the ocean at 1000kph
waking in your own body a million years hence

and when you look around through clouds of disturbed silt

you feel small, you…

We all float down here (place)

2009-12-31T08:02:37Z

where when below the surface can be seen traces
spiralling above across the chaos and focus

(i.e.toSay at the surface spray fills y/our lungs
gasp+directed /i.e.toSayGoalOriented.
to avoid drowning.YOU JUMPED IN IT WAS YOUR DECISION

We all glow down here in a land
populated with reference) the self and the endless are the one and all
(am i words? am i language?) is this node about ... me ?

What is the gap between semantics and syntax?
does it look like the boundary of the Mandelbrot set?
is it stored within pi? am i dead?

We all hear the music in The Movies
—real ? real trigger dru(e)m(otion) horn /beat
+ strings Can we have a moving scene without music Please

I am sorry we can never…