http://everything2.com/?node=New%20Writeups%20Atom%20Feed&foruser=BasiaMarie 2008-12-27T23:16:37Z http://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie/writeups/Skinny+people+have+it+bad%252C+tooBasiaMariehttp://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie2008-12-27T23:16:37Z2008-12-27T23:16:37Z <p>Being <a href="/title/skinny">skinny</a> all my life (which, granted, hasn't been that long, in terms of relativity),<br> i just <strong>love</strong> all the comments.<br> I am five feet eight inches, my <a href="/title/average+weight">average weight</a> is <a href="/title/100+pounds">100 pounds</a>, but if I skip a day or two,<br> it could plummet to 85 (done it before).<br> Light-hearted ones from friends don't bother me-<br> joking that if i stand behind a 4" thick pole, i disappear,<br> calling me a '<a href="/title/skinny+bitch">skinny bitch</a>'-<br> that doesn't bother me.<br> When i'm eating a burger and someone asks me if i ever eat,<br> when my stepsister calls me <a href="/title/anorexic">anorexic</a> because i don't eat the salad after polishing off a plate of scalloped potatoes, stuffing, and hollandaise sauce (yeah, not eating the <em>salad</em> makes me an anorexic- that makes alot of sense),<br> when someone tells me they'd think i was hot if I was <a href="/title/30+pounds+heavier">30 pounds heavier</a>,<br> when people ask if my <a href="/title/hipbones">hipbones</a> ever cut anyone,<br> when <strong>perfect strangers think they have the authority to <a href="/title/comment+on+my+size">comment on my size</a></strong>,<br> YEAH, THAT BOTHERS ME.</p> http://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie/writeups/The+difference+between+us+is+crueltyBasiaMariehttp://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie2008-12-27T21:43:28Z2008-12-27T21:43:28Z <p>I told you that I broke the one before hims' heart- <br> on purpose! There was no need,<br> but the fun was too <a href="/title/enticing">enticing</a>.<br> I told him I couldn't promise I wouldn't do the same,<br> so he'd better just go before he got <a href="/title/hurt">hurt</a>.<br> I told him <a href="/title/cruelty">cruelty</a> was my specialty;<br> a <a href="/title/defense+mechanism">defense mechanism</a> for my own fears.<br> 'Hurt them before they hurt you, <a href="/title/the+world">the world</a> is a sick, bad place.'<br> <br> He <a href="/title/laughed">laughed</a> and <a href="/title/kissed">kissed</a> me.</p> http://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie/writeups/I%2527ll+buy+you+Mountain+Dew+if+you+realize+I+love+you.BasiaMariehttp://everything2.org:80/user/BasiaMarie2008-12-27T09:06:13Z2008-12-27T09:06:13Z <p>We were friends before we were <a href="/title/lovers">lovers</a>.<br> You watched me break your best friends heart.<br> I watched as you struggled to keep a relationship aflame,<br> as her love for you sputtered.<br> We have never fought.<br> I've been told that not arguing is not a good thing;<br> that it shows you are afraid to speak your mind, voice your opinions.<br> Yet we have never raised our voices to one another in the passion of anger.<br> I won't fool myself into thinking that it can always be like that-<br> unrealistic.<br> However, I'm in no hurry to get back to <a href="/title/reality">reality</a>.<br> I'd rather just wander in our world together.<br> It's not that we've never disagreed!<br> However, our sensitive <a href="/title/Libra">Libra</a> inside is much too sensitive and refined,<br> causing unrestrained 'dignification'.<br> It's so natural with you.</p> <p>The way it started was drugs.<br> I never thought of you as my <a href="/title/potential+love">potential love</a>.<br> Figuring we were too good of friends to ever have a <a href="/title/relationship">relationship</a>.<br> Looking back, how&hellip;