Ouroboros

I wake sore and empty in my absent roommate's bed
And watch you tug jeans over tired hips,
And run your belt through its loops,
And lace your boots to face November chill.

Retrieving a battered bomber jacket from under the bed
You goodbye me with cursory words
And the dormroom door snaps shut.

I roll my face back into the warm depths of the pillow and wonder
Why you bother, and if
I want to know why.

You're walking now
To your car wedged in amongst many like it:
Kept running in spite of your best efforts,
And soon you'll roll off into the sunrise-
Just another low whine to mix with the birds chattering from the trees
And the pop album wailing down the hall.

I am warmed by the comforter gathered into an illusion of safety around my toes
And my hungover eyes shielded from the blinding dawn by drawn blinds.
As I will sleep to wash over my tired mind I remember something you said last night
About a marquis and philosopher and what he thought of human desire.
They locked him up,
You said,
So he couldn't hurt anyone,
You laughed.

In the dark there are shadows surrounding you,
Neither Platonic nor ideal,
Which sweat cannot wash away.

I remember when I met you,
And how the Moon fed my romantic fantasies
And the rough rub of the Earth as you fed your own.
And my soiled skirt and bruised limbs,
Which later I couldn't explain away,
Even to myself.
In the graphic novel series of the manga Battle Angel Alita (written by Yukito Kishiro), the Ouroboros Program is a program developed by the mad scientist Desty Nova. Alita is trapped inside the program in the final two books: first, Fallen Angel, and later in Angel's Ascension. Nova states, "Her psyche is trapped inside my Ouroboros Program. She'll wander the labyrinth of her karma--for ETERNITY!!" A footnote in the book explains, "Nova's program--named after the symbol of disintegration and reintegration, the serpent swallowing its own tail--can manipulate Alita's memories and subconscious."

Alita is first transported back to the Scrapyard, where she is forced to fight her old enemy Jashugan in a game of motorball (which is reminiscent of Rollerball). When she defeats Jashugan, thus overcoming her karma, she escapes from the program. The second time, she is transported to a time when she first became a Hunter-Warrior, and is forced to kill her beloved father-figure, Daisuke Ido. She lives through this dream for months, enjoying a happy fabrication of the past, until Kaos Nova invades the dream and fights alongside her.

The Ouroboros is also briefly mentioned in the novella Singularity, a great sci-fi novel about two boys who stumble upon a shed which houses an event horizon, allowing time to move significantly faster than the outside world. A monster eventually obliterates the shed, coming out of the sink and thrashing about as it tries to eat its own tail.

The ourobouros (also spelled ouroboros, uroboros, aroboros), is a usually circular symbol of a creature (traditionally a serpent, lizard or dragon) following, biting or consuming it's tail in an endless loop. Many modern interpretations have also become popular now, such as impressionistic works like 'Drawing Hands' by Escher.

Though frequently thought of as a medieval symbol, images of such a thing have been seen as early as 1600 BC in Egypt, Japan in the 14th century and Meso-America in the 1500's. The name we know it as, however, comes from the Greek for "tail eater" (ouro = tail or remainder, boro = to consume, as english bore).

Though an undoubtedly popular symbol throughout history, the meaning has never remained concrete and has been reshapped by whoever adopted the symbol. It has been a representation of people and Deity through the ages, from Isis and later Abraxas in ancient Egypt to Jormungand, the serpent of Midgard, in Norse legend. It also serves to represent many philosophies and ideas, from the cyclical nature of reality, the karmic cycle and chaotic interplay to even such things as thermodynamics and the nature of matter and energy.

Red Dwarf Note: as ohe marks, Dave Lister's box was inscribed with the name ourobouros. But when he was told later in life about it, he understood it as "our Rob or Ross" and thought that it meant that his biological parent's couldn't decided on naming him "Rob" or "Ross".

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