When I was growing up, my brother told me that a wish would come true if I could sit in a corner and not think of a pink bear. It didn't work the first time I tried. All I saw was the pink bear. But I kept trying and, like quietly sneaking up to grab your own shadow, tried to trick myself into making it work. It never did. Sometimes I would find myself sitting in a corner, but an instant later it would be too late. Not fast enough. Someday I'll do it though. If not for my "wish," than to prove something to myself. Something about being in control. Control of my mind or my self or my life. I can do it. Nothing is impossible. All you have to do is sit in a corner and not think of a pink bear.