Pixies

I'm afraid I have to be honest and confess that I’m not a 100% sure as to what this site is or its purpose; I stumbled upon it by chance. After reading one or two of the, for lack of a better word, stories I became interested in the site and signed up without fully understanding exactly what it is.
If anyone can give me an idea or clue as to what exactly we do here I would be very grateful.
I suppose this being a bio I should write something about myself. I find the beginning a usually good place to start so I think I will try there first of all.
My name is Jon (Not my real name) I’m born and bread in a small but very troubled town called Larne, Co. Antrim in Northern Ireland. I am 18 years of age but look a lot older due to the fact I have had to shave since I was 13. I look about 45 and lately I have been feeling a lot older than that. For some unapparent reason I have been feeling very down as of late. It just seems that everything is going wrong and that nobody seems to care. I just wish that there was a person you could hire to take over life. To become you for a single day, to take control of your problems and worries and your responsibilities. If this person existed that would leave me free, free to do or be whoever I want.
I have this recurring dream that I’m sitting under a tree, in the shade from a beautiful day with a very light but welcomed breeze. I’m reading a book, one of those trashy little novels that aren’t very good but are very enjoyable. The ones you pick up in the airport just before you board. This takes place in the middle of a field which is on a hill; the tree is at the very top of the hill. I only recently heard that these trees are called fairy trees. A single tree in the middle of a field, they aren’t cut down because it’s believed to be bad luck.
I probably got this dream from one of those trashy novels that I read, because that’s what its sound like but if I could, that’s what I would do. Not very good or original is it? Sorry for the moaning, especially since I have absolutely nothing to complain about. I had great childhood, fantastic family. I have lots of friends and am doing well in school. Not the best in class but not the worst either. I don’t come from a rich family but not a poor one. I have a lot of the things I want, which I work for in case anyone thought I was spoilt. I guess I am actually quite spoilt but that comes with being the youngest in the family I guess.
I’m about 5’10, 5’11 and weigh about 12stone. I’m pretty strong and fairly fast for a guy my size. I have very dark hair almost black which normally is a complete mess and dark blue eyes. I love rugby and have played since I was 13. I used to be a forward due to my shoulders but since then have moved into the backs and I now play *10 (for any of you that was wondering or even care!). I also love to read, as I have already said.
I’m still at school, have a part time job as a barman and play rugby 3 times a week so I find that I rarely have any time really to myself which is probably for the best. Too much time on my hands and I just go weird! I have an older brother and sister. Their pretty cool and we all get on really well. I live with my mom and my dad who are also pretty cool. They have their rules but they are usually pretty fair about things.
Sorry about the complaining and sorry for the length of this, didn’t think I had that much to say.