Is Music Your Life?
After an
early morning conversation with Dave I started to have a little
think. I say an early morning chat but it was more like
lunchtime. On a
Sunday right up until around 2 ‘o’ clock it is early because that is just simply how it goes with me. I am kind of
waking up now. I’ve promised myself to try and update a lot more than I currently am and I thought this was something I could write about…
Has there ever been a song that reminds you of
something? A song that makes you think of an
event that has happened, a
place that you have been or a
person who means something to you.
Maybe you are all
confused as to what the hell I am on about or maybe as soon as you read this you thought of that song and the
feeling that goes with it. We all have a songs that we
love, don’t we? And something comes with the song, an
emotion, a
feeling, a
person or an
event. At the end of the day surely that is the reason why we love the song, that can be the only
reason, can’t it?
So you put on the song - it means something to you and
sit and listen to it. As you hear it start you
relax and you remember that
moment that this song reminds you of. It might be
painful; it might be from the
happiest day of your life and you love every minute of it… People around you
wonder what is so good about it and only you know and you try to
explain but they aren’t really listening and you aren’t really telling them properly because they will never really get it.
I tried to think of the song that meant something to me, that reminded me of something and believe me I searched and
searched for that song… I have to admit there are too many… I don’t just have one song, I have so many songs that mean something and I can’t even begin to try and talk about them all. I have to say though; music is something that brings out how I
feel quite a lot.
Now it is your turn. I want you guys to tell me what songs mean something to you and why. I don’t want an essay, I just want your thoughts, go for it guys.
Message me :-)
Much later, Ten Hours later in fact...
This one is for you.
I shouldn’t have told you all my problems; I should have never told you or started talking to you. I wanted you to back me up but you didn’t and I’m not even sure why. I know that you might think that I am being silly but you do not know what it is like to be me. Yes, this is where it starts – this is where I start to pity myself because that is all I know.
This was something I could do for myself and not many people knew about it simply because I didn’t want them too. I wanted to confide in you though when things got a little tough and I thought you would support me. The truth is though you are just like everyone else, you just can’t understand. I realise you don’t need too. Sometimes though it is hard to talk to other people are you seem to understand anything I say and feel.
Maybe I am being silly but I just want to be noticed by someone – anyone. Sadly, this seems to be is the only in which I can do it. I’m doing too much you say, isn’t doing too much better than doing too little? I’m going to sleep on my thoughts and what you said and then tomorrow morning time will tell.