I don't understand. How frustrating.

I should forget about it, and yet, I want to figure it out. Foolishly I think I can. Maybe I can, maybe I can't, in the end, is it worth it? Probably yes. A little frustration now cannot cause real long-term harm. Masochist.

For my own happiness I want to stop. Not yet.

It's too much fun.

The thought of inflicting pain onto others is terrifying. Risk.

I disagree. She's not listening.

She disagrees. I'm not listening.

Experience. I need more of it. I'm a classical progressive liberal.

Intimacy. That's what I blame you for. But it's not your fault.

Stream of Consciousness.

I forgive you.