anticipation :
to be mine
at my doorstep : possibly mine
sipping wine on couch, shoes slipped loose : becoming mine, becoming one
handing me a warm cup of coffee : as one
missing a dinner, forgetting to call : may have been mine
empty dresser drawers and a closet full of hangers :
was never mine, had never been mine
wistful photographs inside books and magazines : the evidence of what could have been