Hi, just wanted to say Hi and stuff. hope you get home to talk on the phone. I got a new calling card with some
fresh minutes waiting to be had...you should check it out. I working next monday, tuesday and wednesday, so that's the deal for next week.
Devon and
Dara are coming in tomorrow night, and will be here for a week. You should meet Devon because he's real cool. He's very desperate to go snowboarding in Tahoe, and Kevin isn't so sure, but hey, it might happen next weekend.
Kevin cleaned the entire
house, I came home today and was just flabbergasted. So I cleaned up my room, sort of, just because the cleaning bug was contagious. Or maybe the
sexually frustrated bug as
Shasta calls it. She says hi, by the by.
Not much going on around here on a friday night. Nope, nuthing. Everyone went skateboarding and I'm taking care of some things in-house.
Hope your new job is going well. I was thinking about how tactless your new boss is and how that was really fucked up, and I'm surprised you didn't tell him off. maybe you did.
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It was also tactless of me to use the word ridiculous to describe your love of work. I was in a bad mood for other reasons at work, and came off as a jerk. You've been one of the hardest working people I know since we met, so I understand your reasons, but I've seen you readily accept more and more responsibilities since then. I wish I could grasp how you have time to accomplish all that you do. Perhaps this is my onwn sense of insecurity showing through. I am a college graduate with as much direction and momentum as a paper airplane and you seem to be this supersonic rocket locked onto this otherworldly mission. Not a great analogy. Maybe a barreling locomotive. What's my point. My point is I'm jealous and selfish and want you to be here all of the time, and I'm wishing you didn't feel the need to pay off college in real-time (geek term). I'm sorry if you find this insulting, and you should. I can't tell you how to do things, and money is money and everything, I guess. So, ignore me if you want to, but this is coming from someone who really needs you right now and can't have that.
And I can't necessarily just say, hmm that sucks. I need you to understand that not being with you hurts. It hurts every time I walk into safeway, or blockbuster, and see couples joking and teasing each other. And that's not just isolated to big chain stores either. It hurts more than being alone, because when you're single you've partially forgotten what it's like to have someone. Having all of Kevin's minions as drinking buddies isn't changing that, either. And no, the bitching isn't going to stop here...oh fuck it I'm done. This gives you a free bitch-to-mike pass now.
love, mike